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jingeng:

Getting ready for easter with mix & match =)

supanails:

Multi color geometrics

supanails:

Multi color geometrics

Last time I wrote was a week ago. Before I started school, before I saw him… And her. Before anyones dreams could be crushed or anyone’s mind could be fucked with. Last week I was writing out of sheer blinded optimism. Today I’m writing with a promise that I’ll never have high expectations ever again.

College.

So many times I wondered what it would have been like had I gone to college right out of high school. I’d have my career, my own place, my calling. Instead because of one bad choice I’m in the same spot I was at after graduation, living w my parents, living paycheck to paycheck, unhappy not exactly where I saw myself six yrs ago. In fact, not anywhere near it. But tomorrow I begin classes:) tomorrow things will begin to change, tomorrow is the first step to getting this dream. I don’t always regret the life I’ve lived up until now. I have so many people I love, that love me, that I wouldn’t have had I not made the choice and sacrifice to give up my dream so many years ago. But tomorrow is the day where I take my dream back, and I’m so incredibly happy/nervous/excited/scared! So here begins my journey, get ready for the ride….

dearscarlet:

Dear Scarlet, 
You wanted a mohawk. We let you get one. It’s as simple as that, and it should be. 

"Someday You Will Be Loved"

I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
Someday you will be loved

Sometimes you realize things when it’s far too late, when others have seen it all along.

I’m gonna be just fine

Helena, don’t walk away Before you give me back my heart If it were mine, it would be yours to take I’m sorry I’ve let down my guard, oh Helena

You looked so sweet I should have seen While I was playing for fun You were playing for keeps

You win, I lose, is there some way You can leave me in your debt So my girl and I can live to die another day On that day I won’t forget you, Helena

You look so sweet waiting for me While I wait for her to give me any reason to leave Don’t waste your pretty sympathy She’s gonna be just fine

And Helena, so will we So will everything in time, mmm

Helena, don’t walk away Did you hear one word I said Oh well, I never really liked us anyway And I forgot her, I’ll forget you, Helena

You’re not that sweet And neither is she Go ahead and tell her anything you want Cause Helena, guys like me never sleep alone at night I don’t need your sympathy Cause I’ll always be just fine

Yeah, I’ll always be just fine Yeah, I’ll always be just fine

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